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Dear Anxiety

 You make them wake up with nightmares in their head

Voices repeating in the back of their head

 Why cant you just leave them alone

Oh so old

And afraid of being alone

 That’s when the voices are so low

  Get so loud

 6th-grade year

 All alone

 Or feeling alone

  Home alone

 Felt like a punch in the stomach

 Wasn’t prepared for that

 How could they tell anyone?

 They don’t know how

 But deep down even if they did

 There was nothing that they could say

  Nothing they could do to take this pain away

 Saw it as their own battle

 Face to face

 They would lay awake at night

 Staring at the ceiling

 Their mind winning

 They’ve been trying to get out of that place

 Running from the feeling

 Of being lonely

 Of being lost

 Of being sick

 When the lights are off

  The feeling of being anxious

 And screaming to God

 Praying to take this pain away

 To only get nothing in replace

 They’d cry in bed

 As they tossed and they turned

 And as they turned and they tossed

 The doctors gave them medication

 The pastor told them to pray

 They did both

 Nothing has changed

 So they fantasize about being gone every day

 They became a good actor every day

  But when the lights turn off they aren’t the same

  Drowning themselves in tears

 Everyone going through the pain

 But don’t know how to admit it

 Because we are all just too afraid

 What do they say?

 All of these kids are glued to the pain

 If they are honest they may not be looked at the same

 Everything people wanted them to be

 Is what they are dying to be

 But everything they really are

 Is what people don’t want them to be

 They need to know that they aren’t in this alone

 Others are struggling too

 Waking up in tears

 Falling asleep in their own puddles

 Thinking that they can’t ever get out

 Terrified that God has tallied their sins

 They think their life is a bad book

 Just keep reading

 Everything that people are thinking of who they are

 Is far from the truth

 They wish they could open up

 And let things loose

 But they can’t when the devil’s pulling on their noose

 So they keep things bottled up

 But He won’t stop them from pulling and throttling back this time

 He’s not gonna keep them trapped like this

They can’t get out of bed

They weren’t made to act like that

 Pack up your bags

 He won’t be able to stop you from it

 You don’t have to be a slave

 Not to your voices in your head

 Taking a belt to these demons

  Who whisper dispare into your ears

  Ignore the naysayers

  they stand and stare when you’re near

 Move forward

 Take your bruises

 And your lumps

 You fell down

  But got back up

  You have the torch

  So light things up

  Set fire to the demons

  Look at them now

  They aren’t laughing at you

  Say to them

Now look at the one

 being tortured and punched

 Now who’s the one

 Closing every door that you want

 Don’t look away from us  

 You better turn yourself around

 We’re not done with you

 Watching your moves

 On your back

 Stalking you too

 Don’t try to ruin others

We’ll be stopping you too

 We can’t get what you took from us back

 You told us to end our life

 And we nearly got killed for that

 You took us down

 But we got right back up

 We were lost

 and found like that

 You told us things

 You said we weren’t these things

 But others begged to differ

 You told us everything that you hated in us

 but others begged to differ

 You tried to bury us with anxiety and depression

 But they reached in

 and put hope inside of us

 We’re done with you

 You can’t control us

 The devil can’t hold us

 we’re walking away from the old us

  And getting a refund for all of the lies that you told us

 You knew we would find a way

 We found our escape

So quick story on this poem.. I wrote it for my final in English class for Wednesday..and I though I would share it with you all.

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